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며칠 전 2008년 12월 크리스마스에 처음 적었던 10대 풍광을 업데이트했습니다.
당시 꿈벗에 참석할 때는 참 막막하고 지푸라기라도 잡겠다는 심정이었는데,
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이제 겨우 1년하고도 7개월이 지난 지금 그 꿈 중 두 가지가 이루어졌습니다.
나머지 것들은 현재진행형입니다.
정확히 이야기하면 두 가지 모두 내일과 모레 이루어 질 것이니, 아직은 미래군요.
하나는 3년 반 만에 박사학위를 받은 것,
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두 가지가 연관이 없다고 생갹했는데, 6월말쯤 논문을 거의 끝내놓은 시점에
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그리고 지금의 남편은 꿈벗에 참여하지 않았다면 만나지 못했을 사람이구요..
하나의 꿈은 단지 꿈으로 끝나지 않고 새로운 꿈으로 연결됩니다.
지금 저는 또 다른 꿈, 지난 2008년의 크리스마스때보다 더 구체적이고 넓어진 꿈을
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무언가 불확실하던 것들이 점점 더 구체적인 형상으로 다가오는 것,
그 느낌은 경험해보지 않으면 알 수 없습니다. 그리고 그 자체가 두려움이나
어려움, 힘듬보다는 아주 행복하고 기쁨이 넘치고, 즐거움이 가득한 일이 될 것이니
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앞으로 잘 살 일만, 즐기면서 살 날들만 남았습니다.
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당시 꿈벗에 참석할 때는 참 막막하고 지푸라기라도 잡겠다는 심정이었는데,
그 뒤에 바뀐 제 생활과 감정과, 상황은 정말 드라마틱합니다.
이제 겨우 1년하고도 7개월이 지난 지금 그 꿈 중 두 가지가 이루어졌습니다.
나머지 것들은 현재진행형입니다.
정확히 이야기하면 두 가지 모두 내일과 모레 이루어 질 것이니, 아직은 미래군요.
하나는 3년 반 만에 박사학위를 받은 것,
그리고 두 번째는 40여년의 싱글생활을 접고 결혼을 하게 된 것입니다.
두 가지가 연관이 없다고 생갹했는데, 6월말쯤 논문을 거의 끝내놓은 시점에
10대 풍광을 다시 들여다보면서 그 속에 있는 두가지를 다시 발견하게 되었습니다.
그리고 지금의 남편은 꿈벗에 참여하지 않았다면 만나지 못했을 사람이구요..
하나의 꿈은 단지 꿈으로 끝나지 않고 새로운 꿈으로 연결됩니다.
지금 저는 또 다른 꿈, 지난 2008년의 크리스마스때보다 더 구체적이고 넓어진 꿈을
꾸려하고 있습니다. 그리고 그 뒤에 든든한 지원군도 있다는 것을 압니다.
무언가 불확실하던 것들이 점점 더 구체적인 형상으로 다가오는 것,
그 느낌은 경험해보지 않으면 알 수 없습니다. 그리고 그 자체가 두려움이나
어려움, 힘듬보다는 아주 행복하고 기쁨이 넘치고, 즐거움이 가득한 일이 될 것이니
더 좋습니다.
앞으로 잘 살 일만, 즐기면서 살 날들만 남았습니다.
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앞으로 더 드라마틱한 현실을 경험하실 것 같군요...
저도 비슷한 경험을 하고 있는 처지라서 더 크게 공감이 됩니다.^^
앞으로 더 드라마틱한 현실을 경험하실 것 같군요...
저도 비슷한 경험을 하고 있는 처지라서 더 크게 공감이 됩니다.^^
그러치.. 꿈벗은 정말 네 운명 자체를 바꿔놓았지..
다시한번 추카한다..^^
너의 예쁜 모습 볼 수 없어 넘 서운치만, 대신 너를 위해 기도할께^^
다시한번 추카한다..^^
너의 예쁜 모습 볼 수 없어 넘 서운치만, 대신 너를 위해 기도할께^^
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